You wonder what look he means. You don't remember making any sort of look, other than maybe smiling. You know you don't want to.\n\n[[You ask if he has a condom.|Condom]]\n[[You ask him to stop.|Stop]]
He sits down opposite you and starts to undo your jeans. You ask what he is doing, and he says that [[you looked like you wanted it.|Look]]\n\n[[You ask if he has a condom.|Condom]]\n[[You ask him to stop.|Stop]]
You were lucky. He lets you go. He looks at you with disdain and tells you to dress. You feel hollow and your hands are shaking. You carry on as if nothing's wrong, because you don't want to name what could have happened.
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He tells you not to make him waste it.\n\n[[You still ask him to stop.|Stop2]]
He says if you don't let him, [[he'll leave.|Leave]]\n\nHe already has managed to get your jeans down to your knees. Do you [[relent|Relent]] or do you [[try to keep hold of them|KeepHold]]?
He already became a confidant. If he leaves, you'll be completely alone.\n\nHe already has managed to get your jeans down to your knees. Do you [[relent|Relent]] or do you [[try to keep hold of them|KeepHold]]?
You are sitting on the sofa in your house with a friend. He asks you to go upstairs.\n\n[[You follow him upstairs.|GoUp]]\n[[You refuse.|RefuseUp]]
You give up and let him do whatever he wants, because if you pretend to yourself that you wanted to, then it makes it okay. If you give up, then you can pretend that you're still in control. If you give up, it's over faster. If you give up, you don't have to say that word.
He tells you to come and grabs your arm. It's easier to just [[go with him.|GoUp]]\n\n
He says he doesn't like condoms. You ask what will happen if you get pregnant. He says he'll pull out. You tell him that's bullshit.\n\n[[You ask him to stop.|Stop]]
You were unlucky. He doesn't give in, and you realise you're not strong enough to stop him. It's quick, but it hurts.\n\nLater he cries and tells you it's your fault; that you made him do it and he didn't want to. You blame yourself too.
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You grab tight and try to pull your jeans back up, but he's too strong, and the best you can do is just not let go.\n\nDo you [[give in|Relent]] or [[tell him to stop|No]]?
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You follow him into the spare bedroom. You wonder if he wants to talk about something without being interrupted by your housemate. You sit down on the floor.\n\n[[You really hope he needs to talk about something.|Sitting]]